This Monday Better be better than last weeks Monday

We're slowly, but surely getting over this cold. Joshua has had a rough time. He's on the nebulizer machine twice daily with Albuterol. Ugh! It sucks. I have to pin him down in my lap and sing him songs the entire 20 minutes it takes to smoke his lungs up with that stuff. He cries, he squirms, he pulls at the mask and air tubes. It's rough. However, he is eating his solids again and noticeably better in the runny nose and cough department. Thank you, Jesus!

Jacob is a typical two year old. He will be 3 next month and I swear he's going on 18. He thinks he knows everything! I call him "Boss". He tells me how to do things around the house. How to care for his brother. He barks orders and expects service. He's just a little terror. Honestly, when he's not terrorizing, he's extremely sweet. I do love this age. I just wouldn't want three of them at this age at once. I'd be committed tomorrow. I'll take them staired in age, thank you very much.

I was pondering the fact that we might have three kids. I have one more cycle/period before we do IUI in July. I'm cringing. I'm scared. So bizarre these feelings I'm having. I want another child, but I'm scared of the whole process. Pregnancy, birth and beyond. I just pray that everything goes smoothly and that we are even able to have a third. All this worry and anguish will be worthless otherwise. So, we'll see. I'm just plugging along enjoying these two that keep be very busy until that possibility of a third arises.

With Jacob's third birthday coming up we kicked into high gear this weekend and cleaned the back patio off. We had everything from yard tools to yard toys for the kids under the covered patio. It was nice to see Jacob ride his tricycle on the concrete. We even ate grilled venison and drank a few beers under it on our patio furniture. It was lovely and I'm so glad we tackled that project. The house is almost unpacked except the garage (which is a nightmare!). We're slowly getting there. I think we'll be unpacked and settled in another three years. LOL!

Okay-I've got a little someone asking for lunch. Better run!