I am totally stressed out! My Mom doesn't know anymore than she knew before her appt. yesterday. She has an angiogram at the hospital on Friday. They ordered a chest x-ray to look at her lungs again. She's just being run through the mud. She lost an additional 12 lbs. in one week. She's frail and extremely weak. She's bed ridden and in a wheel chair when she is up and around. I'm confused and just want some answers for her.
I decided that I would paint my hallway ceiling today to take my mind off of my Mom. Jacob was in MDO and I was home alone with Joshua. I taped the ceiling off along the walls and I'm about to dive in. When Momma is doing home projects you know theres stress in the house.
Monday is my pre-op for my upcoming procedure. I'll get the bowel prep instructions and probably pre-register for the surgery center. Third time for a Lap so there's nothing to anticipate that makes me nervous. I just fear that I won't be able to carry another baby, which would be the worst outcome ever. Just praying for positive, good news there. It would be nice to actually get pregnant and have my Mom here to see her last grand baby (from me anyway).